When you realize that you might possibly want to have a strong, dedicated future with them, you’re fucked.
(via lovequotesrus)
Sometimes I wonder if I have two entities living inside me. One day I’m incredibly outgoing, introducing myself to new people and making a fool of myself without giving a fuck. The next I become strangely awkward and shy, avoiding people yet still caring what they think of me. And strangely, all these contradicting traits make up who I am.
Ehh. Life is weird.
If I could have things my way, you’d be here or I’d be there. Either way, we’d both be near.
1. You said you had depression. On the rainy days I brought an umbrella for you to walk under.
2. You had OCD. I counted all 288 heartbeats with you until we both fell asleep.
3. You had anxiety disorder. I held my breath until you finally took one.
4. When I felt sad and you couldn’t comfort me because you had Asperger’s, I understood what your shaking hands meant anyway.
5. When you were so frustrated and bored because of the ADHD, I held your face in my hands and made you look into my eyes for thirty seconds straight, until you could see how much I loved you.
6. The bipolar disorder picked you up one minute and threw you down the next. For the mania, we celebrated with cake. For the depression, I held you until it passed and you were okay again.
7. You wouldn’t eat anything for breakfast, lunch, or dinner because of the eating disorder. I fed you your favorite kind of chocolate when you were ready, bite by bite, and we went for a run afterward.
8. The door always scared you when it slammed too hard because of the PTSD; I covered the edge with rubber so it wouldn’t bang against the wall so loudly.
9. Your self-destructive tendencies made it hard to breathe sometimes, so I hid every needle, razor, and pair of scissors in the house, then made you pinch me as hard as you could very time you had the urge to hurt yourself.
10. Despite everything, I still loved you more than I’d ever loved anyone else in the entire world.
This honestly brought tears to my eyes.
(via jherzo)
I often wonder which choices I made were right, are right, or will be right.
Life is so ironic at this point of time for anyone my age — you’re expected to figure out what you want to do for the rest of your life when you’re barely an adult.
I hope that I’m making the right choice. I hope that this is what will make me happy in the future.
Hah, this college thing is difficult.
thetimetravelersguidetothegalaxy:
Til death do us part
This might be the coolest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.
Okay, guys, I know I said I was going to bed but can I just point out one little thing here?
Do you notice how it’s blurry at the beginning and suddenly sharpens at the end?
When it’s blurry, it’s because when you’re in love, you supposedly don’t see anything other than the person you love.
And when it sharpens, it’s because the world has come back into focus now that their loved one is gone.
SYMBOLISM.
(Source: fuckedwithoutyou, via missangienguyen)
